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19話「この言葉は、僕の人生だ」
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日本の古典を読んでいくなかで出会ったんだ……
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ついに!?
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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バーっと並ぶ古典コーナーで、不思議と目に入ってきた
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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『歎異抄』
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(歎異抄……!)
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知ってはいたんだ、名前だけは
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自然と手が伸びて、本を開いていた
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短いのに、深すぎる文章……。一度では、とても分からない
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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でも、名文美文と言われるだけあってね……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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吸い込まれるように読んでいた
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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そして、人生観を変える「1つの言葉」に出会ったんだ
自分の正体、世界の真実
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
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1つの言葉?
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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それが、この言葉だ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/kataku-1024x576.png)
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![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
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あ、前にでたあの……
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そう。
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まずとびこんできたのが「火宅無常」
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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「火宅のような不安な世界」と解説されててね……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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思うと、当時の僕は、正直ギリギリだった……
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妻の死、自分の死、これからどうなってしまうのか……
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とにかく、 不安に押しつぶされそうだった
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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これこそ「諸行無常」なんだ……
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すべてのものは、無常。続かない
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それは、大切な人の命も――そして自分の命も、同じ
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いつ、死んでしまうかわからない
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
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鈴木さん……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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だからどんなに楽しいことをしても……本心は不安でいっぱいなんだ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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火のついた家にいるようにね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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だから、この「火宅無常」を知った時
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胸がスーッとした
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スーッと……?
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そう、なんていうのかな……
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不安なのは自分ひとりだけじゃないんだって
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僕だけじゃなく、昔の人も、無常に打ちひしがれてた
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すべてのひとは不安やむなしさに苦しんでたんだって
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このモヤモヤを、昔の人が、すでに言語化してた。こんな短い言葉で……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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ハハ、わかるかな、この感じ……?
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
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なんか……分かる、かもしれません
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僕も、夏目漱石の小説で同じ気持ちを感じました
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
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同じだ、安心した、っていうか
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不思議な嬉しさがあるよね……
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ずーっと感じてたむなしさの正体が、垣間見えた気がした
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少し、救われたような気持ちになったんだ
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さらにね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/19_01.png)
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「煩悩具足の凡夫」
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僕たちのことだ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
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あ! これも前に……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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そう。よく覚えてたね
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僕たち人間には、煩悩しかない
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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欲とか、怒りとか。そんなものに毎日振り回されてる
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僕も、その中の1人だった
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
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鈴木さんも……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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周りの学生と差をつけたくて、留学に行ったのも
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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自分にしかできない仕事がしたくて、起業したのも……
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思い返してみれば、全部そうだった
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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煩悩「しか」ない――
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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あぁ、そうか……。キリがない煩悩で苦しんでたのか
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
だから、何をしても満たされなかったのか……って
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
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自分すらわかってなかった心を言い当てられたんだ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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なんだか清々しい気持ちにさえなったね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
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(いままで無常とか煩悩とか、ピンと来なかったけど)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_nayami.png)
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(鈴木さんの過去を聞くと、なんか……)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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そして最後に、ものすごい切れ味の言葉があるんだ
不安と不満の充満する世界で、かがやく真実
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
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この言葉が、本当にすごい
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/makotono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/makotono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/makotono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/makotono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
「みなもって、そらごとたわごとまことあることなし」
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
そらごとたわごと
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
まことあることなし……?
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
そう
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
すべてのものはウソっぱちと言ってるんだ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
ええ、ひどすぎません!?
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
衝撃的といえば衝撃的ですけど……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
もちろんテキトウに語られたものじゃない
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
僕らがこれがあればというものも無常、必ず変わっていく
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
全部裏切られる
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
好きな人やものが変わっていってしまったこと、何度もあった
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_aseri.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_aseri.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_aseri.png)
うっ……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_zetsubou-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_zetsubou-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_zetsubou-1.png)
ぐああ……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
その究極は、死別だね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_aseri.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_aseri.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_aseri.png)
……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
これさえあれば、って思ってるものも、全部裏切るんだ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/wakare.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/wakare.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/wakare.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/wakare.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
無常だから
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
それでも!
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_odoroki-1.png)
世界が変わっても、自分が……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
その自分の心も変わってしまう
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
煩悩具足だから。コロコロ変わっていってる
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
なんか飽きてしまった、なんか違うなって、冷めてしまったこと、たくさんあるよね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_nayami.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_nayami.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_nayami.png)
……!
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
すべてのものは、まやかしになってしまう
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
まさに、「みなもって、そらごとたわごとまことあることなし」
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
…………
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
起業で得られた名声もお金も
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
妻が先立ってしまった時も
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
医者や教授に「死んだらどうなるか」を聞きにいった時も!
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
僕の人生が、この言葉につながったんだ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
こんな言葉、ベストセラーには1つもなかった
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
何度も読み返したいような、深さ……!重み……!
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
胸に、いや魂に響いてきてね……!
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
すごくないかい!?
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/tanaka_itsumono.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_itsumono-1.png)
…………
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
あ、ごめんごめん! ついヒートアップしちゃったね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/yamashita_itsumono-2.png)
それでこの言葉だったんすね……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
……そうだね。いろいろ、あったけどね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
でもそれがなければ、この言葉には、出会えなかったと思う
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
そういう意味で、すごくすごく……ありがたかった
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_nayami.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_nayami.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/mochiduki_nayami.png)
鈴木さん……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
もちろんこの言葉だけであれば絶望だ
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
だけど、歎異抄には何かある。そう思った
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_shimijimi.png)
カンタンには読みきれない本だ――
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
歎異抄を、もっと深く学ぼう……
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_ureshii.png)
そう思ったら、仕事してる場合じゃないなって(笑)このへんは僕の悪いクセだけれども
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/suzuki_itsumono-1.png)
それで僕は多忙な社長職を降りて、会長になった。優秀な部下にまかせてね
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/manga.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/manga.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/manga.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/manga.png)
(つづく)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/鈴木のつぶやき_19-1024x587-1.png)
![](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/鈴木のつぶやき_19-1024x587-1.png)
![意見を伝える](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/04.png)
![意見を伝える](https://kemonogatari.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/04.png)
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